Thursday, September 27, 2012

Niggas Travel Too

I'm currently traveling Thailand and experiencing that regardless of the culture, there truly is a "Market For Niggass." The nigga might be a Euro sex-slave turned into a voluntary whore, or the nigga might be a rapper creating international hatred towards the once proud black man, but here where the Russian Mafia, the Italian Mob, and the Mexican cartels hold shop ... "niggas" are paid to act a fool here too.

I'm not a fan of Hip-Hop nor Gangsta Rap... not because of the genre ... but because of the "New Jack City Uncle Toms too ignorant to know they're just huck-a-bucking for the world, bringing us all down, and eventually, they'll have nothing to show for it. 


Scum-bags like Jay-Z and Snoop-Dawg don't have money because they're so wonderfully talented... they have it because they were marked by racists as being stable and reliable enough to put forth a product that, (a) guarantees the prisons will stay full, and (b) will destabilize the black community, and (c) continue to destroy black lives because for the Status Quo to remain in power ... the Top has to have a Bottom and that's the job of the Nigga.

I was stationed in this same area 40 years ago. It's sad to see the hatred in the faces of people now. I puzzled about the various reasons why as I walked the streets, then I came face-to-face with a disco blasting loud music and in front, was a rapper spitting out his poison. The Russian Mafia owns all the bars in this area. They're not known for loving black "anything."  But if it brings money in and keeps their users heads low and in line... then it's all good in the international hood.

Thursday, September 20, 2012

Detaching Attachment Disorder

Please join me at my new blog, "black traveler." 

I'm currently in Thailand and traveling throughout Southeast Asia. Recently a black woman in a Facebook forum discussed her battle with "RAD" ... or "Reactive Attachment Disorder."

As I read, it occurred to me that many of us suffer from some degree of this ... or else, we have tried to have a successful relationship with someone who suffers from Attachment Disorder. I might go as far to say that the trauma-inducing effects of Social Engineering aimed at African Americans puts us at risk for, "RAD."

Please feel free to comment on what I've written about my experiences with my personal "relationship" with attachment disorder on Black Traveler.

Wednesday, July 25, 2012

The Dream Is Coming True

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I grew tired of California. The San Francisco Bay Area has become a cesspool of anger, dysfunction, crime, bullying and mental illness. Well, maybe that describes life in most areas of the United States. Research quickly makes it clear that currently, there’s a lot of people wondering if there is any place better to run to.

For black people, we often have an additional layer of fear and doubt to work through when faced with drastic change—because moving to another state can be just that—a drastic life change, for better or worse.

I'd done a lot of moving in my life, but only recently did I learn that "smart relocators" take their time and create list with as many as 24 items of "must" that are looking for in their new location. They compare housing tax rates, quality of the drinking water, racial and political demographics, proximity of good schools, city zoning laws, and even the view they’ll have. Where do you find such valuable information?
  • City-Data.com not only has statistics on most cities in every state, the site also has a forum that allows anyone who registers to post and replies to questions about … anywhere and anything. It's been my experience that if asked without judgment or blame, candid, "real talk" questions elicit "real talk" answers delivered with respect.
  • Wikipedia.com has a surprising amount of good information on cities and counties.
  • United Country.com is a great website for those of us who are looking for rural property just outside the trauma-drama of urban technocratic apartment life.

I am currently checking out the Southeastern states I'm most attracted to. After this phase is over, I'll spend six months in Southeast Asia, determining if I want to retire in a country like Thailand. I've been warned against, "All or Nothing" thinking, so it might end up being six months in Cambodia, and six months in North Carolina. Right now, life has given me the luxury of being able to spend nine months deciding.  From now on, most of my posting will take place on either:

I hope you'll join me on the journey.

Join me at Black Traveler!


I have embarked on a nine-month odyssey in search of my little house in the country where a previously self-identified black urbanite will produce my own organic food. But this is more than just searching for a good plot of land and clean drinking water—it's also about locating a spot where crime is low (no "thugs") and racist Right Wing extremist are all but non-existent.

Harmony.
In tomorrow's world, survival and quality of life will depend upon low drama, and networking with "Like Minds." Notice I didn't say, "Like Color." Smart people who have a sense of what's coming know that combining resources and comparing information with as many types of people as possible is not only healing—but super wise.

Join me at, black traveler and let’s compare notes.

Have Previous Black Eonomic Gains Been Reversed?


It's clear that the current, "Recession" for middle America is a “Depression” for Black America. Further, "Dr. Doom," NourielRoubini, the economics professor who correctly predicted the '08 Crash and smaller economic downturns before and since, now says we’re in, "The Perfect Storm" for an upcoming crash that will be worst than the '08 Crash.

So it's way past time for blacks to stop thinking that everything is going to be alright. Sad to repeat this, but when white America catches an economic cold, we often catch pneumonia. Some say that Black America has lost a combined trillion dollars since the '08 crash.

(And no, selling drugs is NOT a good 'fall back' career choice… unless you feel like sitting in a prison cell that feels like 200 Degrees Fahrenheit when they transfer your over-crowded behind to some obscure rat hole in Rattlesnake, Nevada is a "good thing.")

But we're not upset about our suffering because Obama is in office? Huh?? Really?
Y’all better wake up! Read the links about the next forecasted economic downturn and begin thinking:

1.     What will I need to do to keep food on my plate?
2.     Now that Monsanto is holding our food hostage, is it better for me to grow my own?
3.     What in life would I REALLY love to do, regardless of the income?

Number Three may be most important. The following is a USA TODAY story titled: 

Black economic gains reversed in Great Recession
“Millions of Americans endured similar financial calamities in the recession. But for Goldring and many others in the black community, where unemployment has risen since the end of the recession, job loss has knocked them out of the middle class and back into poverty. Some even see a historic reversal of hard-won economic gains that took black people decades to achieve.”

I strongly encourage you to read the entire story at: USA TODAY | ECONOMY

Thursday, September 8, 2011

Be Small

It's about control. 
I never thought I'd be advocating for some of the issues that I will be in the coming weeks and months ... but I now see, that "Social Engineers" ... and well meaning people who've been brainwashed by them ... are using issues of race, sex, sexuality, gender, and religion to insert fear and division as their way to control.



Yes, it's the same as it's always been... but subtle in its approach because the fear is often married to "niceness." Don't cave to clicks. Don't make the world smaller for another small person. If you slander, label, slur, or be-little anyone, what you're actually doing is making the world smaller for yourself.

QUESTION: Why aren't we focusing our anger on those greedy bastards holding and grabbing all the money instead of calling each other words like, "... bitches, fags, whores, punks, losers ... Lib-weirds, and all the zillion other words we use against our neighbors?

Afraid?

Thursday, July 7, 2011

Black Religion: Hurting or Helping Us?

It seems we're at a point where we cannot advance without dealing with "The Spiritual." And no, I am most def NOT talking about religion. (Well ... I'm not recommending it, nor am I advising it.) Spiritual to me is a part of my body and my personal psychology. Take Yoga for instance. If my "life nerve" is tight, then my thinking is also tight... easily angered and reactive.

At my age, I'm forced to reflect that without mainstream Christianity, I would never have gotten sober and remained sane all these years. But I also see the limitations of the Black Church and ask: "If Christianity needs reformation--again, then do I have time to wait on it?"

  • I reject the concept of a god that loves Baptist and hates Hindus. (What kind of god is THAT? That sounds more like the guy in the corner market down the street.)

  • I reject the abomination of "Prosperity Christianity" that puts money at the forefront of God... even higher than the necessary concept of learning to love and accept ourselves so that we can love and accept others
  • I reject the Christianity of The State ... this vile "religion" that tells us we must now kill Muslims ... because God wants us to have their oil. Naaa... don't sound right partna.

  • The Christianity I got was almost a "Boogie-Man" religion. God wasn't just there to punish me, He didn't want me to think too much and would send me to hell if I took a Yoga class. ("Hmmm... if God created everything ... how come I can only put my money into the plate at the "JUmPin' JiviNg" Church"?)

  • I love Gospel music ... but there's far too much externalization in service. Where's the time to, "Be still and hear my voice"? Meditation isn't owned by anyone. East and Western traditions do it. Jesus was both praying and meditating in the Garden of Gethsemane when they came for Him. And if Jesus is all of God, who was He praying to and why when we are to enter Heaven, are we expected to find Him sitting on the right hand of God The Father?? Bad theology for those who teach it and lazy theology for those who accept it.

To be a "Spiritual Warrior" means to go out beyond the fence line ... out beyond the boundary the "overly religious" warn you to stop. It is there we find the need to have faith because it is there we confront the archetypes of our minds and listen, learn what The Cosmic Christ ... the Great "I Am" is trying to teach us.

I advocate that we shed the limitations of the religion slaves were given by slave owners.
Explore the Eastern philosophies from whence our Western spirituality came from.
Accept yourself fully as you are... shadow and light... made in God's image...
Seek out people and places to guide you to your heart ... your own INNER Light and from there, connect to the One Soul that unites us all.

If "The Garden of Gethsemane was a state of mind ... a state of agony, then I likewise believe that "The Garden of Eden" was also meant to be a state of mind ... of innocence, virtue, and love. I want to spend more time ... "getting back to the Garden" than being lost in lust, pride, greed, envy, anger(fear) and sloth.

It's from here we can begin to rebuild bridges to each others hearts and minds... and begin to climb out of the dark prison that we've been locked in these past 30 years... or more...

Monday, June 13, 2011

I'm back


Well ... this is the first post in a long time. I gave up posting after Congress passed SB 510. Yup, it's official. They call it the "Food Safety Law." Ironic, eh? They're pouring Fluoride in our waters (poison and it drops children's I.Q. rates up to 7 points) and filling our food with corn syrup and cancer causing aspartame.

All I wanted was for them to allow small farming to return. Manufacturing is always the cornerstone of wealth in a country... and new ideas are often driven by agriculture. But now that Monsanto is so huge, they want to control everything. I won't bore you with more "doom and gloom" because my premise has always been, "Every problem is an opportunity in work clothes," right?

Well, right now, as I see it... we have two choices:

  1. Bend over and kiss your ass goodbye because you should have listened before they gained all this power... or

  2. Begin healing yourselves so that you can join healthy communities with others and build bridges of cooperation and survival.

That's the direction this blog is taking. Spiritual and psychological survival in the dark days ahead. Peace, and hope things look brighter tomorrow.

Sunday, July 18, 2010

What now?


I stopped posting entries for a while ... because honestly, I was in the middle of a transition. I'm not out of that transition yet, but it's clear that business is no longer "as usual."

When I look into the darkness, I ask, "What will they now allow us to do?" This New World Order is essentially a corporate dictatorship. When I look into the positive side of all this, I can see where, "something is coming ... something is changing!"

Cosmology from every culture proclaims that there are countless numbers of angelic light beings eagerly waiting to guide us ... to encourage us, and assist us. So if the predictions about the Mayan Calender are true, then what do we have to fear? Nothing.

If they are to be taken in perspective of the end of THEIR world ... then that means life will go on after 2012 ... but it won't be "business as usual." Life ... will ... be ... different. Then again, all this may be just more "Y2K" style hype. The oceans will heal ... even after this massive destruction. The Military Industrial Complex will hold itself in some kind of check ... and while the greedy rich will continue to rob us into abject poverty, there will be opportunities for those who decide to act on them.

I predict fewer Americans will find economic salvation in Corporate America. India has a BILLION people and so does China. Both have better secondary school systems than we do ... and they don't complain. So ... I strongly advise all reading this entry to begin looking into how they can make a job for themselves.

  1. 80 million Baby Boomers are entering retirement. That's huge! Think of all the goods and services you can provide pampered Boomers. (Look three steps past the problem ... and you'll get paid!)
  2. Monsanto's genetically modified crap they're feeding us is creating health hazards daily. 1 out of 3 children born after the year 2000 will get early onset Type-2 Diabetes. Two out of three of those will be children of color. View some of Will Allen's videos on Urban Agriculture and think: "Organic Urban."
  3. While Hate Radio has been brainwashing millions ... seducing them into quagmires of racism and elitism, the killer psychiatry institution is pouring Prozac and other useless drugs down their depressed throats. (That's right, psychiatry has never cured ONE person. The Rockefeller family owns all drug pharmacies and Rockerfeller has been quoted for being very “concerned” about over population.) Create small models of joy. We've forgotten what functional looks like. Every neighborhood should have some kind of community organization or club of shining hearts so that those emotionally constipated retards can look over the fence one day and marvel: "Wow ... they're actually having fun..." and join in. (I predict funding for those few who still retain social skills.)

All I’m saying is that things are going to become more intense. Things are going to change for many of us ... and eventually, for all of us. Like Mother Jones said: “Educate yourself for the coming struggle.” Start looking at your talents and how much innovative comfort you can carve out of life. Quality rather than meaningless quantity. Put more positive, supportive PEOPLE in your life rather than cell phones and other meaningless gadgets you hope will raise your self-esteem and make you happy. Be well Divine Spirits.

What We Believe:

"Every problem is an opportunity in work clothes."
~Henry J. Kaiser